After months of development for Spirit SMP, a small SMP that I considered as my family, I've decided to quit. There was some drama, most likely caused by me, that led to my retirement, and now the project is dead.
Over time, the server evolved, my roles graduated, i got promoted, and I ended up as being an owner of Spirit SMP. I led the project during the main owner's break and it was a really fun thing to do.
If I write this right now, it means I apologize for retiring and I'll write this to express what I feel right now. I am sad that this journey ended in such bad terms, I eventually found back the Discord server's url and tried to join but got kicked, and afterwards banned by the one I promoted to co-owner. I understand totally, but he didn't even leave me the time to talk sincerely with him.
I'm Dark, and today, I really apologize. Now, I don't talk with anyone from the staff team, and this kills me. The staff team of Spirit was like my family, truly. I wish this journey never ended, and it could've, if I didn't mess up. I was low mentally, and some problems caused me to never come back to Spirit.
As of 1st of August 2025, the day I wrote this... Emma hasn't talked to me since then, I've talked with Mithoo - the one who banned me - which just told me as simple words as "Good Riddance" when I tried to come apologize, and, Lucio, the one who approved my idea to write an article in this page, has blocked me and I don't know why. I feel really bad and I wish I could fix my errors, but how?
I wish y'all a good continuation, and I wrote this to express my feelings. I actually always struggled to express them really so if some things don't make sense, well, sorry, it's my fault. Goodbye! Love for the ones I hurt, Dark.